You are not one among them !!

One day, when you motivated yourself, took inspiration from many, Remembered all who can bless you and tried to believe on you. When you harvested your learnings, you have taken lessons till now, and planned your performance. It was first time when you were going to “hold the stage”. Only stage, No !! You were going to hold hundreds and thousands of minds and soon wanted to convert them in millions/ billions.

With all your spirit high, you were waiting for your turn back stage and found your hands slippery with sweat. Your attractive attire was all wet inside. Suddenly you hear your name announced and you face the world sitting in front. Some are hauling on chairs, some are pushing others, some of them are sitting quiet, to witness your magic, moreover they all are ready to hoot you.

You are nervous and start performing. They wanted to check your zest, your stamina to hold hard your voice. You find yourself in a well, that hall, echoing with your sound but your brain is almost lost in black hole of other’s expectations and critics, what you are going to face, once you get down from here.

Your hands are shaking and are not strong enough to hold the mike. You could clearly see, they are laughing at you. You try to take sympathy from friends, but they don’t know you any more. Whatever they do, but at last, when you leave the place, you find them clapping for you.

You think your time is over. You have completed the performance, but could not meet up the expectations.

You are depressed and don’t want to face people. You loose interest in any performance and all motivational stories seem worthless. You find this moment real, where you are weak, nervous and alone.

For all those, who have performed ever this way, with feeling, if their heart is pushed out of body breaking rib cage, remember, “At last that mob was clapping for you and You should feel proud and confident, that you were not among them, You were a performer, you were a warrior !!”.


Deepti !!

Stay motivated and keep spirits high !!


About Deepti

I am Deepti from Delhi, India. A Craft person, a blogger (Writer), Painter, a baby's dress designer, a daughter, elder sister of two, a wife and above all "Mother to a cute little Princess".
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